Have you ever just wanted to float away and begin a new life? That’s how i feel. Everything is building up around me and I’m so scared to knock it down. And everything in me is falling apart. My thoughts race and my heart slows. I’m on the edge of a panic attack with every mention. I’m so scared to let go.

I don’t know who or what to believe anymore. I wish I could understand this. I just want to go home. With every ounce of love I can’t begin to beg for the truth. Holes in the wall from fists. I feel imcomplete. Everything is spinning.

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